Flipping burgers.

So...I have a job interview today...at McDonalds. Before, I would have been embarassed to work there. But now, I dont feel that way, even though I think other people will still judge me. Oh well. Thats their problem, not mine. Even Seth told me a week ago that I was 'way too good for that'. He has always had that chip on his shoulder though, I ignore him. I dont think Im too good to make money to support my kids....even if it is at McDonalds. I dont know how Im going to be able to afford child care, though, but I will figure it out. I need a job, and no one wants to hire a pregnant lady. I am hoping I can talk the lady at McDonalds into it.

I think I will still probably feel a little...embarassed when I see people I know come through there. But I will get over it. I was handed a realy crappy situation, and Ive gotta do what I can to make the best out of it for my kids. And unfortunately, that involves going back to work right now, 5 months pregnant.

I havent been to a job interview in so many years...I am a little nervous, and who knows what Im gonna wear. Ugh. My dad is coming to my house to sit with Hannah so I can go, so thats one worry off me. I am just nervous I guess. I almost wanna try to hide my big belly, but I know I shouldnt. I just really need a job...