I am starting to get to the point in my pregnancy where Im not feeling wonderful anymore, I think. I am coming up on my third trimester (AHHHHHHHHHH!) and starting to contract all the time, and just feeling like a fat cow. I dont even want to talk about how much I weighed last night (I say as I eat my third Jolly Pirate donut in the last couple hours, ugh). I am ready for time to FLY, and my baby to be here & me get my body back. I want to exercise & get into shape, and get a TAN. I cant wait!
As for everything else, I dont know. I am having trouble finding a job apparently. Blah. Its getting really stressful, especially since Seth has his own house & his own bills now...we cant afford two places on the money thats coming in. I just dont know what to do. I have felt better the last few days, as far as things with him go. Im trying to just go on, and whatever happens, happens. I love him so much, and Ive really grown as a person the last 2 & a half months. Ive learned a lot about myself, and Ive learned from some mistakes I made. I still have hope that one day we will be together again, but if he needs his space, he can have it. I just dont feel like Im waiting around anymore, which is a good thing. He has opened up a little bit recently, about things that went wrong, and that always makes me feel better. Its nice to hear that he is a human, because sometimes I wonder...
The girls are doing great. Hailey is loving school, starting soccer in a month or so and is such a big helper to me around here. The only help I have at the house! Its nice to have her to play with Hannah for 15 minutes so I can take a bath, or make supper. Its really a big help. Hannah is growing up SO much and she is just so smart & sweet. I am more obsessed with her every day I think. She is just such a great kid, they both are. They both have their moments, like any kid, but they are truly good kids. I am very proud to be their mom.
I am hopeful for our future, and I know we will have a better life one day. Just got a lot of work to do.
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